dead cowboy.

autumn

inspiration. sometimes it comes from the most unlikely of places. sometimes it doesn't come at all. that's what i've been dealing with lately, the lack of inspiration. not just in writing or in art, but in life. i haven't been inspired to do really anything. i go through this every year. i get so excited about classes starting and the possibilities that a new year brings and then when it's here i lose all desire to pursue it. so how do i go about igniting that inspiration or desire? in all areas of my life, i need it. spiritually, educationally, artistically. wholly.
fall retreat is coming up this weekend and i've lost all excitement about going. at the beginning of the year it was something i was looking forward to so much, but now that it's here it seems as though i could care less. i really don't even want to go. is this normal? i don't want to be unmotivated anymore. maybe i need caffeine.

just thinking "aloud" ...

help

hogwarts entrance exam

hostage

kelsey

edited

magic

Revamped.

I got bored today so I "revamped" the blog. wooooooo.

tat.

from a long time ago, ashley's second tattoo... so spur of the moment too. that's what i like about her, she does what she wants.

canada.

one thing I admit Canadians are good at: gardening.

memorial.

birthday dinner.

just a good day.

wake.

Rachel.

graceful.

one of the most incredible people I know. 

film prints.

I hate that these appear with such a poor quality. I need a new scanner.

this is an old abandoned diner out on route 11... all the windows are locked and the doors are boarded up. i found one window though with a huge hole in it... so i stuck my camera in and shot. 

this was taken with a 50 dollar cheapo camera while i was just driving by. i thought it looked pretty neat. i want to go back and get some better shots with my slr.

<3alyssa.

i loved these little girls.

it's a little too overexposed but the little girl is still so precious. looks a lot better if viewed larger size.